The decision: correct or nah?

I read sometime back, that, there's simply quite a simple path to determine what we are doing right now.

Think of yourself at the age of, let's say, 55 or 60. Looking back at your life, will your current job become something interesting or worth lingering in your mind as part of your history? Will you regret of not doing something? If you think you will regret, then you should do it. The most pathetic to happen to someone is regret... remember those line in movies? If only I can change back time... if only I made that decision...

We live to create HISTORY (be it your own, or part of everyone's).

the "someone"

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love. Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from thatspecial someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person...

Sleepy day ... zzZZ

Today is a sleepy day. Slept for most of the day.

The weather was fine, windy and rainy at the latter part of the afternoon. Took my "brunch", later doing my once a week activity - tidying up my messy room.

Yesterday was an enjoyable evening/night. Go out with a bunch of friends to dinner, later to the seaside/park for a stroll. Took a lot of photos, with most of the time me being the camera man.

Hey, I just bought a Maxis prepaid starter pack at RM20. I have not used prepaid card since my first mobile phone, and I had no other choice for now... coz my call back to my hometown was over RM60 per month. Each call on my postpaid is at RM0.40 per minute, while now, with Maxis prepaid + activ5, I can enjoy the call at RM0.15. What a pathetic Maxis postpaid user :( ... need to lead a double hp number life. I think later I am going to switch my postpaid plan to RM138 package, to enjoy more perks... *sigh*... using mobile phone is really a big "burden"...

Tonight, I am going to sleep early too.

Do you like girls who say bad words?

怎麼辦　夢裡想你裝傻
怎麼辦　知道我要什麼　My God
如果愛像微風　和你一起吹過
連空氣味道都變成甜的 ~~ Jolin 蔡依林 < 就是愛 >

Someone sometime somewhere back once asked me: "Do you like girls who say bad words?"

Hmm... how do I know? Let me think. I need to visualize how that girl speak bad words. What type of bad words. The way she pronounce it. The person she spoke to. The surrounding/scene where she said it. Voice quality. Her lips. Aha... the lips... what type of lipstick and the colour she used when she says it...

Did I answered the question? No. So back to the question.

Actually I don't care whether she say bad words or not. Whether she smoke or not. As long as I love her, I can and will tolerate. As long as our love like breeze (gentle wind, as written at the above lyric), the smell will always be sweet, meaning that even she fart will also smell nice.... *vomit*... *vomit*...

When anyone is in love, all the action that their love one are beautiful to them. Even if the action is ugly-ly executed. Even if she say bad words in a very ugly way, he would say that the way she said it is cute and being said in a very special way. That's love. When you like/love something, you will think of a thousand reason to say that it's the best. But when you hate something, you do sure have enough reason to comment on her.

That's what I had been believed all way long. True love. The power of love that can change everything. Power to change me (a person who dislike people smoking) to tolerate her smoking and the power to change her (a person who smoke) to cut down on smoking and slowly quit smoking. Because of the love towards each other. Toleration between each other. What a beautiful power...

But as reality cruelly rule my life, I don't think I can hold that belief for long. Or I might not stick to that belief right now... *shrug*....

My hair style... is changing

我已剪短我的髮 剪斷了牽掛
剪一地不被愛的分岔
長長短短 短短長長
一吋一吋在掙扎

我已剪短我的髮 剪斷了懲罰
剪一地傷透我的尷尬
反反覆覆清清楚楚
一刀兩斷 你的情話 你的謊話 ~~ Gigi 梁詠琪 < 短髮 >


After having it short, now it's time to do some pattern liao liao thing. Flipping through some magazines, surfing the net and staring at most people's hair, I had come up with some ideas.

Monday - get to look something like Dash (The Incredibles... hehehe..). All my colleagues stare weirdly at my new hair-style, but nevertheless I just treat it nothing happened.

Tuesday (Today) - Slice it to the front and tilt the front hair to the right. Looks much better. Even got compliments from an old friend which say I look much younger... ehem... (hey dad... I am starting to be back to normal...eheheh).

Wednesday (tomorrow) - hm... not yet think of anything yet. How about some suggestion?

I had just cut my hair!

Well, that's it. I am trying to change my hair-style. Now, I am having it quite short. I asked the barber to cut a nice short hair so I can make it prick-up. But the barber said my hair very soft and too nice to cut too short... *vomit*... *vomit*... this is the first time someone say my hair nice :(

Anyway, I ask him to go ahead to cut it short (but must nice lah). It's a pity he didn't cut mine too short, coz I stopped him half way when I see something's not quite right.... hahaha...

Why change hair-style? Coz hopefully can change my luck. Next, I am going to change my spectacle, hopefully by the end of the year. Next? My clothing. You might not believed, I still got wear a few T-Shirts which exists seven years ago!!!

Most of my chinese friend and colleague goes to chinese hair saloons (with pretty babes as the hair-stylist, of course!!) but I preferred to go to an Indian barber instead! Why? Coz I think my hair-style cut here cut there also can't produce an autumn... hahaha...

Fly away

清晨的微風　如此的平凡　
看似簡單　霧氣驅散　
溫柔陽光中　慢慢醒了過來　
準備面對挑戰　

在新的世紀　該拋開過去　
是好是壞　要放得開　
往夢想的路　沒有想像簡單　
我還要更勇敢 - F.I.R.'s Fly Away

~~~~~

This weekend I must start thinking seriously about a few things that I had put off too long a time. Every time must be utilised to it's fullest. 24 hours a day is never enough if we don't have a proper time management plan. Easier said than done... *sigh*... human is always emotional creature, not robot - and this fact will never change.

Watched "The Incredibles" yesterday. It's a very funny cartoons, certainly suitable for whole family to watch together. A warm, touching yet hillarious movie that's worth watching. It's a pity I'm not in the correct mood to watch it. Maybe too tired, maybe my "entertainment" mood is not turn-on, maybe no popcorns, maybe because I am watching it alone, maybe... maybe... too many maybe (s)..

When is the last time you watch a movie together with your whole family? Every teenager into adulthood are more and more drifting away from their own family. Private life, own's friend, generation gap, talk topic etc... there seems to be more reasons and excuses not to spend time with family.

The Incredibles

I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.
I want to watch The Incredibles.

I WANT TO WATCH THE INCREDIBLES. Can someone please bring me go watch together?

Gemini

I am a Gemini. A norm Gemini has 2 personality.

For me, I have multi-personalities. More than 3. I can be a happy-go-lucky guy at 1 minute, and the next hour I can change into a cold, smileless superhero guy. I can be a very good speaker, speaking about philosophy and theories; and the very next moment I can be dumb-strucked, unable to speak any decent words, even just some normal response. I am changing so fast and frequent that at times I couldn't even digest/comprehend what am I thinking about.

Very weird and scary? hehehe... no larr, just kidding. I am an actor what... must always practice in real-time.

Today is just another day that everything isn't straight for me. How I wish I can control everything that's happening... at least, I can grasp most of my destiny. Is it that my knowledge not enough for me to understand the happenings around me?

Listening to: Victor's 门没锁

on smoking...

today, on the IM:

friend: can i ask why do u put a 'cigarette' pic on ur nick?
1000: cigar?... coz life sometimes need some cigar to smooth things out.
friend: do u smoke a lot?
friend: sorry for asking personal questions
friend: if u feel comfortable, dun answer
friend: :P
1000: haha.. i dun smoke
friend: THAT'S WHY!!!
friend: i always think u dun
friend: but sort of telling me u do :(
1000: :) ... i can see that u very dun like ppl who is smoking
1000: :d
friend: no lar
friend: i dun smoke myself
friend: but ppl smoke is their own choice
friend: but u're my fren mar... hope u to stay healthy
friend: :P
friend: u dun look like someone who smokes to me
1000: :)
friend: :)
1000: no $ to smoke
1000: hahhaa... to smoke needs a lot of money
friend: good, keep it that way
1000: so, smoking $ spend on beer
1000: hahaha

Can somebody donate some cigars to me?!? :'(

A 3 days holiday -- long or not?

Now, after a 3-days holiday - Sunday to Tuesday - I am kinda feeling tired. Still in holiday mood right now. Can't start my "working" engine-mode. Quite a number of things occupying my head right now... parts is about job... parts about other things... *sigh*... life's never smooth sailing... else, life will be boring, right?

what is my biggest achievement this holiday? NICE SLEEP! sleep almost 10 hours everyday. Oh my, how it's so nice to sleep on my double king-sized full-spring bed?!?!! I just can't make myself wake up the next day.

I had just bought a new book - Awaken the Giant Within: How to Take Immediate Control of Your Mental, Emotional, Physical, and Financial
by Anthony Robbins. Hope to finish it before end of this year. I need to learn more about how to live life to its fullest!!



Now listening to: 黄义达 ~ <蓝天>
Feeling: Restless
Just finished: 1 packet of Muruku Ikan & 1 litre of Drinho's Soya Bean

Bloglines.com

Sometimes, reading friends' blog needs a lot of time, and it's troublesome to open up their pages just to find them didn't update theirs. So, I did some reading on RSS feeds and understand their uses. Later, I stumbled upon www.bloglines.com, and boy, life have never been the same again. Thanks to bloglines.com, I can manage all the blogs within 1 interface and visit only those who update their pages.

Hi Henry.

Henry is invading my room again. After a long vacation.

Recently, I had started to stock-up some yummies, and things have been quite quiet lately. This morning, I saw the evidence of Henry's visit. So now, I am thinking hard on how to "entertain" him...(any suggestion from you?)...

Oh shit... I hav just bought a bag of "Muruku Ikan", so now I have to crack my brain on how to hide it from him.

little things to take care...

Today I did something that I wished I did 2 years back: jogging in the early morning! Really tiring after jogging for about 15 minutes. Guess that my stamina isn't there anymore. Am I facing the old age crisis? Damn, I felt really worried. I am not as energetic/agile/alert as before. I am starting to think that I can't accomplish some of the difficult things. My mind is thinking slower than before. So does my movement. And so did my ability too.

I guess I need to build up my former self. The 800m runner. The swimmer (hey, I even have a nickname: the frogy prince... hehehe...). The "rubber" man <- this title given by my ex-roommate.

And not to forget: to throw away my "tyre" a.k.a. "ITALY".

The unwritten blog...

Another long vacation for my blog. Many times I stopped by to scribble something, but ended up with nothing. Feeling & expression are very unstable lately. Is it an excuse? Finding an excuse is the norm these days. Reason = excuse?

Everything doesn't need a reason. That's what I am thinking about a few years back. Sometimes, I am thinking of something that shouldn't require any thinking. Complicated thinking. Complex thinking.

Have not been doing things I enjoy lately. Almost forgot what are the things I enjoy doing. Or, do I have something I enjoy doing?

Will vs Fate. Who's the Fate Decider?

Still chewing a tasteless chewing gum.